I have begun uploading photos of HCM city on Imageshack. It should be ready by this Sunday.
Recently, I've received a hell lot of homework. I decided to procrastinate (no homework due tomorrow, and the day after is a Saturday!) and attempt my homework later. I've decided to write a bit on my present life now, as it has been a long time since I did so.
Right now, I'm in an accelerated science class where my friends around me are way better than I am. I did not know how to do an entry test to enter the class, and randomly put in answers as a result (most were mulitple-choice questions, so there's 1/4 chance of getting the question correct), and somehow managed to enter the class by luck. Which means actually, I don't belong there at all. I scored quite badly in the first term examinations. So I was being overshadowed again. Then, I have a hell lot of projects to do (all related to science). I'm also participating in two science olympiads and I'm going to do damn badly for both. This is the 2009 international paper that was given out (we still had a national one first).
Almost died when I saw the paper. So how did I actually manage to enter (not the national level yet, still the school level)? We had to take a test to enter this competition. And once again, the paper was so difficult and everything was MCQ so I randomly put in numbers again that indicated choices. And hell, I entered the competition through luck yet again.
From here, I deduce that, when I perform badly, it's actually normal; when I perform well, it's always because of luck and nothing else.
Life sucks.
Anyway that's my life now. Boring and stressful, and dark from being in the shadows. And I have no ability to change this fact.
Darrell Tay. 16. Chinese Singaporean. Normal, ordinary guy. Covered by shadows casted by others. Loves my guitar, heavy metal and darkness. Or rather, I've been used to it. You can probably find photos in the archives, but I take no responsibility if your computer screen's damaged. :)
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My blog is four years old! I never stuck to a blog this long before :)