A bit strange leh. The exams are starting this Thursday but I don't feel any stress. Nor any motivation to study (I have already started studying but I can't focus for a long period of time). It feels as though I have already resigned to fate; resigned to the fact that I won't do well, so I won't bother studying. But that's just being retarded, because we choose our future, not fate. Oh yeah, and it feels like I'm waiting for doom to approach....
Now I'm missing my guitar. The strings are rusting and I don't have the time to replace them. And if I were to start playing I would go on for around 4 hours... ... And my exams end on the 10th of May, which somehow feels so far away.... Urgh I hope to play my guitar soon.
Currently finishing up some philosophical assignment that the teachers gave quite late and must be handed in one day before the start of the first exam. Perfect timing indeed. -.-
Then I shall move on to biology which has a crap lot of stuff to study, before practising math and physics. Perhaps tomorrow, I don't have much time now.
Exams are in two weeks' time and I'm still not in the mood to study.... Individual Oral Commentary is in three days' time and I'm making no progress in my revision..... Life sucks when there's too much to study.
I miss the time when I can relax in China.... And speaking of which, I will upload those pictures after my exams.... I should have the time afterwards.
Damn, secondary 4 is the worst time of my life (I might be saying a different thing next year though.... )
Darrell Tay. 16. Chinese Singaporean. Normal, ordinary guy. Covered by shadows casted by others. Loves my guitar, heavy metal and darkness. Or rather, I've been used to it. You can probably find photos in the archives, but I take no responsibility if your computer screen's damaged. :)
My blog is four years old! I never stuck to a blog this long before :)